Sisters...

I hate her, I love her most. 

I am jealous of her, I want to give her everything she wants.

I am pissed of her, I want to make her happy. 

I don't want to see her, I want to be by her side all the time. 

I want to scare her, I want to take good care of her. 

No matter how we treat our sister badly, but deep inside us, we know that we care and love her unconditionally. 

I hate her because she's doing a lot of crazy things, 

She tend to play somewhere and get hurt later on. 

I hate her for doing those things because I love her, 

That's why I don't want her to get hurt. 

I am jealous of her for having everything that she's asking, 

Because there's a tendency that she'll used to it all the time. 

I am jealous because she's not asking anything from me, 

And so how can I give her everything she wants? 

I am pissed of her for always smiling, 

A happiness that she found in her friends. 

I am pissed of her because I want her to be happy, 

The happiness that only a sister can give. 

I don't want to see her with the satisfaction on her face,

Because it only means that she can stand on her own. 

I don't want to see her knowing that fact, 

Because I want to be by her side all the time. 

I want to scare her with a lot of things, 

So that she'll need someone to be with. 

I want to scare her for her to be able to know, 

That as her sister, I can take good care of her. 

You are Beautiful

Once upon a time, there was this girl, who I used to meet unexpectedly, and it all started with a little conversation. 

I didn't expect either to be that close to her, but things will really work in a mysterious ways. 

I wasn't able to read her personality at first, not through her works, simply because that's not the only basis on how we can determine an attitude of a person. 

Until that one day, that little conversation went to a daily talk, from early in the morning until late at night, we shared stories, opinions, thoughts, personal interest and information, we exchanged laughs every time we found out that there's something funny with the things that we often do. 

We even reached the point that we talk every night until late in the evening, we used to sing a song to each other (ganda lang ng boses eh...;)). 

And I've found out that, that girl used to be a very sweet one, she have the sweetest laugh that can make me laugh more than she can, it's like a virus that can be spread to anyone that she'll encounter, it's really contagious (hahaha!). 

It really feels good, when there's someone who can appreciate things the same as you do, who have the same passion with yours, and that someone who treats you as her older sister...^_^ 

Thank you baby girl...:) for everything that we've shared, and looking forward that one day, everything that we've planned will be possible, in God's will. 

Just keep on wishing and dreaming, don't lose hope and faith, because everything will happen for a reason, in a right time. 

Always be positive! ;) 

And always remember, appreciate everything that you have right now, don't hurry things, especially that thing called LOVE, 'cos you'll get there one day...;) 

You are beautiful in your own simple and unique way...^_^ 

Downsizing our Options?

Each person carries a backpack of choices. As we hike into life, we add more and more to that backpack - choices about which car to buy, who to marry, where to live, and which career to pursue. And on it goes. Gradually, our backpacks become so overloaded that we tip over backward onto them - our arms and legs flailing in the air like an overturned beetle trying to right itself. Eventually, our only option is to dump some stuff...