Sisters...

I hate her, I love her most. 

I am jealous of her, I want to give her everything she wants.

I am pissed of her, I want to make her happy. 

I don't want to see her, I want to be by her side all the time. 

I want to scare her, I want to take good care of her. 

No matter how we treat our sister badly, but deep inside us, we know that we care and love her unconditionally. 

I hate her because she's doing a lot of crazy things, 

She tend to play somewhere and get hurt later on. 

I hate her for doing those things because I love her, 

That's why I don't want her to get hurt. 

I am jealous of her for having everything that she's asking, 

Because there's a tendency that she'll used to it all the time. 

I am jealous because she's not asking anything from me, 

And so how can I give her everything she wants? 

I am pissed of her for always smiling, 

A happiness that she found in her friends. 

I am pissed of her because I want her to be happy, 

The happiness that only a sister can give. 

I don't want to see her with the satisfaction on her face,

Because it only means that she can stand on her own. 

I don't want to see her knowing that fact, 

Because I want to be by her side all the time. 

I want to scare her with a lot of things, 

So that she'll need someone to be with. 

I want to scare her for her to be able to know, 

That as her sister, I can take good care of her. 

You are Beautiful

Once upon a time, there was this girl, who I used to meet unexpectedly, and it all started with a little conversation. 

I didn't expect either to be that close to her, but things will really work in a mysterious ways. 

I wasn't able to read her personality at first, not through her works, simply because that's not the only basis on how we can determine an attitude of a person. 

Until that one day, that little conversation went to a daily talk, from early in the morning until late at night, we shared stories, opinions, thoughts, personal interest and information, we exchanged laughs every time we found out that there's something funny with the things that we often do. 

We even reached the point that we talk every night until late in the evening, we used to sing a song to each other (ganda lang ng boses eh...;)). 

And I've found out that, that girl used to be a very sweet one, she have the sweetest laugh that can make me laugh more than she can, it's like a virus that can be spread to anyone that she'll encounter, it's really contagious (hahaha!). 

It really feels good, when there's someone who can appreciate things the same as you do, who have the same passion with yours, and that someone who treats you as her older sister...^_^ 

Thank you baby girl...:) for everything that we've shared, and looking forward that one day, everything that we've planned will be possible, in God's will. 

Just keep on wishing and dreaming, don't lose hope and faith, because everything will happen for a reason, in a right time. 

Always be positive! ;) 

And always remember, appreciate everything that you have right now, don't hurry things, especially that thing called LOVE, 'cos you'll get there one day...;) 

You are beautiful in your own simple and unique way...^_^ 

Downsizing our Options?

Each person carries a backpack of choices. As we hike into life, we add more and more to that backpack - choices about which car to buy, who to marry, where to live, and which career to pursue. And on it goes. Gradually, our backpacks become so overloaded that we tip over backward onto them - our arms and legs flailing in the air like an overturned beetle trying to right itself. Eventually, our only option is to dump some stuff...

wOrDs...

Another year in my life will pass by and another one will come, thank God for giving me such gift that I will not trade for anything else, a year that is full of surprises, tears, joy, stories, opportunity, discoveries, chances and love. I've been through a lot of things and tests for over 23 years, and it made me tough and stronger, made me weak and wiser. Experiences taught me and bold me for what I am right now, not perfectly but enough for me to say that I am me and I am proud of being me. 

My heartfelt thank you for giving me the chance to meet and have precious friends, whom I can run and be with all of the time. My ates' and kuyas', to my sisie, madam, lola, dears', mommy, mami, ange, my bebes', kuya M, my C7, Two Words and Jolly Rangers family, you've been a part of my life for sometime, and you'll stay there for lifetime. To all who taught me, play with me, sing with me, dance with me, ramp with me, cry with me and laugh with me, memories with all of you is worth keeping. To my tita, who helped me all through out my first journey in the real life, with all my respect and love for you. 

To ddok, who accepted and love us unconditionally, who's always helping us always no matter what, you just don't know how thankful I am for having you in our life, you're such an angel. For my whole family, thank you for being my inspiration from the very start, it makes me strive harder, keep on dreaming and reach for my goals. To my little and sweetest taba/gang, thanks for bringing life being an ate for you, I'll help you all through out and love you unconditionally whatever happens. And to my dearest and only Mama, thank you for bringing Ann in this world, for giving her life, for raising her beautifully, for giving her knowledge more than what school can offer, for giving her family and shelter, for giving her hands to hold, shoulder to cry on, ears to listen and words to teach her, for giving her unconditional care and love of what a mother can offer and give, you are my angel in every way and time.... 

" I thank God for having each one of you in this life I have, Ann's journey would not and will not be complete without you, and so please stay with me and be with me all through out my journey. THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU! God Bless... "

(Made last July 31, 2012)

Sozo-ryoku (Imagination)

Verse 1: 

Chinmoku no naka de urotsuite iru mishiranu hito 

Watashi wa kizuite iru, hotondo tamerai o motte kare o mite 

Junsuina tamashi ga shita ni hokan sa rete iru 

Masuku-nai no subete no kanjo o etchingu 

A, watashi wa kare no motto shiritai hoho 

Kare, kare ga issho ni iru zen in no o kakushite iru  

Chorus: 

Kare nitsuite no gakushu wa, watashi ga yoso dekimasu 

Watashi wa taisetsu ni shitai seikatsu no naka de nani ka nitsuite 

Kitai to inori, kare wa sakebi 

Nani ka nitsuite, kare wa yume o mite iru 

Kare no jinsei wa konagona ni kudakeru sa remashita 

Watashi ga hoshii no pazuru wa nan-do mo nan-do mo kaiketsu suru tame ni Kare to issho ni kyapucha sorezore no shunkan 

Yume no naka de utsukushii fukei o kaiga

Verse 2: 

Seizon-ritsu wa, kare no shin yu to natte iru 

No jidai kara, jinsei wa totemo omoku, sekai o sa rete iru baai 

Kare no kata no ue ni suwaru, mai-bun o tanoshinde 

Toki ni namida no naka ni shukketsu-shi sa rete 

Bridge: 

Yoi ni anata no omoni, watashi wa anata ga tatte yakudatsu 

Kaika fiazu, anata wa sore ga hyoji sa sete wa kesshite 

Ikken doko ga watashi dake o sansho shite kudasai 

Anata no te kara karera o kaiho suru, watashi wa koko ni iru, watashi ga taizai suru 

Anata no te kara karera o kaiho suru, watashi wa koko ni iru, watashi ga taizai suru

---> Domo arigato sissieko...^_^

Sino nga ba Sya by David...Love! Love! Love!

- Thank God...! -

Thank you God...! for all the chances, guidance and blessings. Thank you for the second chance, hope this is it. Guide me always and lead me to the right path. I LOVE YOU...:)